Happy Independence Day
August 18, 2011 2 Comments
18th August is a very special day for me. An year ago, I quit my job without much idea about what I’m gonna do next. I did not have much idea about what would it take to act on my dreams.
The first two months were excruciating. Everyday, I would wake up and see others going to work. Sometimes I would become desperate for that cozy place in an office. Then, I would start reading, trying to search for a worthwhile idea or doing something to keep myself busy. I was alone, tired and frustrated at the end of each day. Sometimes, I felt like grabbing a job again. I did schedule a couple of interviews. But, when I had to take up the interview, my mind just refused to take it up. My mind refused to retreat under any circumstance. I read read and read during the first two months.
When I could not think of an idea, it seemed to me a better idea to freelance with web startups. Now, I did not have any experience in web development. I started meeting people, asking them to delegate projects, which I would do for nothing. Gradually, I learned about web development. During the last one year, I worked on front end back end and fixed many other loose ends. I worked with MobStac as freelancer first. Later, Ravi and Sharat, two people who are incredibly smart, ethical and down to earth, asked me to join MobStac as a core team member. So, I joined MobStac in April 2011. Everyday, I learn something new. It has been a great journey so far.
Although I have gained a lot during the last one year, the most important lessons that I learned are following:
- I have learned to face my fears. Nothing rules me now. I feel free.
- I have learned to keep patience.
- I have gained tremendous belief in myself.
- I have learned to keep the faith.
- I am learning to be unreasonable. I don’t want to leave any scope of mediocrity in anything I do.
- Finally, I am discovering myself. I am competing with myself now.
Trust me, you will feel the best when you know how to be yourself.
Cheers!!